Documenting my withdrawal

I am really struggling today, mainly because I just have been internalizing my emotions and that sucks. I really don't wanna be in this mindset, I am going to go back to posting videos during this phase I feel it's important to have video documentation of what opiate withdrawal looks like. It's not easy. It's not something you can just "jump off of" with no problems. I wish it were, it can and has been fairly easy and manageable with the tapering process I went through at the Clinic. Being a mother, a wife... makes it harder on myself mentally. I know I will be having more problems sleeping, and aches and pains. It's going to get hard before it gets easier. Here is a video of someone else's I've watched to get encouragement. I will be beginning my full documentation series Sunday, January 20,2019. Day one will be a video featuring my 1st full day methadone free! <3 Stay tuned. I can DO ALL THINGS through CHRIST who gives ME STRENGTH!