I want to be DIFFERENT

Every single day, when I wake up and before I go to bed I pray this. This song's lyrics speak to my HEART and truly touched me in a way that I literally WANT to DIE TO MY SELF and BE TRANSFORMED into the LITERAL IMAGE of CHRIST JESUS! I want HIM MORE today, THIS HOUR, THIS MINUTE, THIS SECOND, than I did the last. I want to become an ALL CONSUMING FIRE.. and I am finding out JUST how to do THAT! This is THE MOST exciting TIME of my LIFE right now.. because I FINALLY SEE HIM! He's been here all along, and I may have had a glimpse of HIM a few times throughout my life. I w-Cas SO BLIND. I was SO SELF-CENTERED. The DEVIL wants you to remain selfish, blinded, confused, depressed, and offended. He has come into the CHURCH and taken CHRISTIANS hostage through their EMOTIONS. When did we STOP looking at GOD for ALL our needs... ALL. Not just physical, but mental, emotional etc. Jesus is THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIGHT. ANY MAN who HAS SEEN ME, JESUS SAYS, HAS SEEN THE FATHER. I can't tell you how many times I have HEARD the scriptures and NEVER UNDERSTOOD it. The HOLY SPIRIT IS THE KEY. We have been given A DIRECT LINE TO JESUS, THROUGH THE HOLY SPIRIT. I have been so concerned about where I am NOT and JESUS says COME AS YOU ARE. I don't HAVE to be this AMAZING "CHRISTIAN" to get to THE FATHER. HE LOVES YOU, AND ME , WHERE WE ARE RIGHT NOW!!!!! Thank you Jesus. We have to start opening the WORD (I say this TO MYSELF too!) OF GOD, and ASKING THE HOLY SPIRIT to REVEAL TO US OUR TRUE IDENTITY IN CHRIST JESUS. Who ARE WE!? If we don't know OUR TRUE IDENTITY HOW can WE function without constantly questioning ourselves? There is a V8 commercial I have been referring to as my "awakening" that started at the time I started this website. The guy is in an office, and he is smacked in the head, and the voice goes, "Shoulda had a V8!" That is literally how I have felt with the REVELATION KNOWLEDGE of JESUS literally SMACKING me in the head.. like "SHOULDA JUST COME TO ME THE PAST 32 YEARS OF YOUR BLINDNESS!" haha It's sad, but true, He has BEEN there all along, but we like to put God in a box and leave him on the shelf 'till we are either doing REALLY BAD-which he LOVES BROKEN THINGS.... because if we were always mended... we wouldn't ask for HIS LOVE. So stop putting HIM on the shelf guys, HE LOVES YOU and WANTS TO HELP! Guess what!? I want to help too, and I want HIM to HELP YOU through me...and then I want to GIVE HIM TO YOU! FOREVER <3