My 33rd Year, DYING & Being RAISED TO LIFE

This is INCREDIBLE. The things I am being told by My Father right now. I knew this year was going to be significant but you never really KNOW until you are living IT. I am LIVING IT right now. I may suffer tonight, but if I do, it's so worth what will come IN THE MORNING! I've never wanted to embrace pain like this. Thinking about how He died for ME... just is MORE than ENOUGH motivation to get me through these withdrawals I may experience but I fully believe HE IS HEALING ME and SETTING ME MORE FREE than I have EVER BEEN! YAYYYYYY GOD :) I LOVE HIS LOVE. I've only TASTED portions of this through the past 7 months. OH wow.. it's the 7th month since my awakening. BOOM. Again .. the relevance is just WRECKING ME on levels I cannot describe or explain.

I AM NO VICTIM! COVERED BY THE FORCE OF LOVE, COVERED BY MY SAVIORS BLOOD! ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE THROUGH CHRIST JESUS!