My Fervent Passion for Jesus

I sit here in tears. There is nothing that compares to the Precious Presence of Almighty God. I don't deserve it when He shows up for me. I love Him so much, the conviction I feel each day to seek Him is often hijacked by demonic attacks that drive me mad. I hate even the thought of watching a television show that does not glorify Him, yet I am weak and do more times often than not. It is a personal conviction that comes upon you when you KNOW what a day with Him is like, and then you live the day for yourself. I am so honored to have access to Godly Pastors teachings like David Wilkerson. He founded Teen Challenge. There is obviously a powerful tug on my heart knowing that alone. But his fruit and his heart is amazing. There's nothing more exciting than Jesus flowing through you and saving souls. I dream of this, but I know what I have to do first. I have to be intentional with my time everyday. I have done it before. When I first birthed this website I experienced intense moments of The Holy Spirit breathing into me. I often get abducted by the spirit of over-thinking if that makes sense. I believe there is a real demonic spirit of distraction and it knows my name for sure. I love this testimony of David Wilkerson I posted below. It's raw, real and emotional and I feel the Power of God all over these teachings from him. I just ache for the relationship of PURITY meaning FATHER AND ME -PERIOD. The Word of God is alive and active, sharper than ANY two edged sword and I truly CRAVE time with HIM! But it takes such discipline to achieve that intentional TIME with Him. Let's go back. Back to the beginning. <3 Where each day starts with putting on the armor of God and seeking HIS face, waiting upon HIM to renew our strength. I want to KNOW HIM. 100%, being ALIVE IN CHRIST. I love you guys, I just pray for all of us to find HIM.